Nakakainis.

Alam mo yung feeling na may time at gusto mo nang magsulat pero di ka makasulat dahil wala ka sa mood? BV.

This feeling.

I hate this feeling. Yung feeling na mag isa ka. Wala kang kasama. Walang nagmamahal sayo. Well, I know that God and my family loves me pero what is lacking is the feeling of being cared by my friends. I know I'm not the bestest friend for them pero bakit parang may exemption? Na parang, Am I not part of your circle of friends? Para bang they just know m when they need me or they remember me. Hay. I don't want to speculate things because I kow they have their own reasons for that. Smile Janneth. Be happy.

 Plus this insecure thingy is pissing me off. Okay. I admit. I happened to be insecured with them but I try to compose myself. I am not insecure. So what if there are things that they are better than me? That does mean I'm weaker than them? Its all about the faith. I know God would put me into good places. He'll never leave me. Right? Take this things as a challenge in your life for me to be better person.

Be happy Janneth. Smile. Don't let bad vibes ruin how you look into life. Okies?